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It's helplessness more than anything. You know its bad for you. You know it’s a dead-end thing. But that doesn’t stop you from hoping. And you know the best thing you can do for yourself is letting go but you’re so thoroughly convinced that you’re no longer ABLE to, that you’re almost willing to endure the pain. As long as it’s them giving it. As long as they don't leave you. But it seriously does come to a point when you’re receiving absolutely NO pleasure and it’s simply pain. Then you begin to substitute that pain for pleasure, And that’s when it verges on masochism     

LOVE and LUST By two literature freaks/hopeless romantics inspired by the works of Jane Austen and their love of archaic dialogue Loosely based on the authors and their experiences (with a few of their personal jokes embedded within the plot) CHAPTER 1 Susan York and Katherine Lynch had long been best friends. Both at the ripe age of sixteen, their mothers were concerned with finding suitable gentlemen to be married off with their daughters, and thus many a ball held in town were attended by the York and Lynch families in the hopes of finding two potential husbands. Susan, the eldest child and only daughter of the York family, was guaran